# iced;
Saturday, November 07, 2009
torn into pieces, 11:33 PM

Sitting here, thinking of the ppl was had eventually walk out of my life...
I regreted , i din hold them tight enough...
I regreted i let them sliped by easily...
What is the use of looking back...
I realised i din really moved on...

The beautiful memorise are dwelling real hard on it...
I always thought i like the way i m now...
Being carefree, having lots of freedom that i ever wanted...
I guess i was wrong...
In fact , i guess i needed someone to be there for me...
haha... Eventually i m laughing at myself now...
I dun even dare to faced my truth feeling...
I know the fact is i m running away from it...
Living day after day...
Ohhh.... The feeling sucks....

It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance.....

Label: One last dance...

it hurts.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
torn into pieces, 12:11 AM

Argh!!!!!!!
Kill me pls....
Hai....Will someone kindly understand how i feeling now....

Argh!!!!.....
I really feel so lost now la....
Dun know what i wan...
Dun know to handle ...
The best part is i cant express it to my friends....

I feel like dying la...
Argh....!!!!

Even blogging here , i also dun know how should i blog it....
Argh....

it hurts.

Saturday, October 31, 2009
torn into pieces, 7:26 PM

Though it is an hour nap...
But i woke up feeling like crap again...
Awwww, i hate this feeling....

Waking up realising that at the corner of eye, there's tears...
Tears roll down my cheek and i was wondering why...
Feeling so insecured right now...

Wondering what i have done to my own life...
I look back i have missed someone in my life...
I know , i know that i have let it passes by...

Awww....What is wrong....
Argh... What have i done...
Why i m i feeling so sad ....
So sad right now....

Omg!!!!.....

it hurts.

Friday, October 30, 2009
torn into pieces, 1:16 AM

Argh... I feel so Depressed...
I really very lost....
I need some support....

Argh.....

it hurts.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
torn into pieces, 10:31 PM

I m just so stress and Depress....
I need a Break....
I need some air to breath....

OMG!!!!!


Label: Damn Hell!!!!

it hurts.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
torn into pieces, 2:16 AM

It has been awhile since i last blog...
Ermmm...So how is life getting on for me...???
Not bad eventually...
Everything is kinda fine,accept i got tons of assignment to be finished on time...
And my Boss is always the problem that causes the pimples on my face....

I wanna change job la...
But i really like this trade...
I keep hanging on ...Really Hanging On....
I need some motivation pls....
Can Someone pls encourage me....
OMG!!!! I guess i m just being fickle minded....
=.=lll Sian.....

Have Faith In me,Just like what I always have in you....

Label: Faith


it hurts.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:35 AM

What are we really seeking in life?
Fame?
To get rich or something?
I thought about it and i cant get through it...
Oh...I guess the older i grow the more thing i see,
More wary i get....

There's too much thought running in Human mind...
Too many that u cant think of...
At time it turn out to be scary...

=]...A day by a day passes by...
What am i seeking as well?
I though i could be simple like what i used to be...

But the truth is the reality, dun allow me to do that...
I took precaution for everything i do....
Cos i m afraid of getting hurt ...

Or maybe when i get even more older,
I wont bother about it anymore?
I dun know....
hmm...enjoy life first then....=]

With or without the parachute,
I would only want you to fly the plane with me always....

Label:Parachute

it hurts.

ME me ME

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